Today is my Dad’s viewing. Saturday is the Celebration of Life at the Big Sandy Rancheria PowWow Grounds. I have never been so not ready for something. To everyone who has offered help, thank you from the bottom of my heart. I can plainly say that if it were not for you this would have been a million times harder and at times completely undoable for me. You have made it so that I can concentrate on spending time with family and grieving. I am going to be grieving for a long time, so continued emotional support would be comforting. Please check in on me, and know I may just respond with an emoji or not at all. It’s hard for me to think clearly, but my heart feels nice when I get message. I feel strengthened by friends. I have more to write, more to say, but not right now.